Because I am facinated by dreams and their significance I will be posting a dream diary from this point on. Some may be more lucid than others. Some may be innappropriate for young audiences, simply because I cannot control all my dreams.
I will begin with Wednesday leading into Thursday.
I dreamed about a young woman from recent past. This is the first dream I've had that she isn't trying to make me jealous by trying to be seen by me while she goes out with one of my friends. She is usually distant and I usually avoid her. This past dream she was sitting in a bed with me looking sullen and I reached for her hand just to hold it in a consoling manner. She then proceeds to lay her head on my shoulder and leans in to kiss me, whispering something in my ear, but I deny her kiss. *Delilah*. . . In my head I'm telling myself I don't want to take myself down that road again...and tell her I can't. mixed feelings awoke me with that dream. . .oddly enough my wife was struggling with memories, memories she lived vicariously through me. . .since this is a girl I had an affair with. Not the only one, just the one I had almost left my entire family for. Someone I had. . .or convinced myself shared this deep mutual connection with me. . . Much bigger sacrifice than she would have made on her part. . .but that is another story and this is my dream log.
Leading into Friday Nov 26. Don't remember my dream at this time.
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