I've had a slew of dreams the past weeks, obviously I've not kept up with a daily log, but this is due to the fact many haven't been worth remembering . . . or even remembered.
Had another dream of a storm coming over a group of mountains with snow in the forecast following the thunderstorm. I remember being with the fam and the snow came, it was pure and peaceful and I woke up. A co-worker of mine felt the need to read the scripture from Job 33:14 that very same day. I thought it interesting.
I had a dream about "her" and she approached me very angry and yelling at me for doing what I did to her. . .leading her on ect. . .I got angry back. . .I took the noble route in reality and just told her what she needed to hear to move on. In my dream I told her that she didn't really love me either. . .I said something to the effect of, "you say you love me, but making out with other guys and my friends really proved that to me." "I never asked you to give anything up because it would have been selfish of me, I wanted you to do it on your own and you couldn't! I'm supposed to give up my family, risk losing them, and committ to a girl who can't even give up a few boyfriends and committ to me?!" It shows how much you trusted me, how could I trust you then? (wrote a song about it on my youtube site) And something she said to me our last night together. . .she needed to know if she could tolerate my views. . .I said something in my dream to the effect of I don't need someone who can tolerate me, but who will respect my views the way I do yours.
These are all the things I wanted to say in real life, but never did. . .I just let her have her hay day with me. . .and it hurt at the time. . .I guess I needed to get it out of my system. Then for some reason i was at her apartment and she was taking a shower before I woke up.
Last night I had a dream i was packing ice in someones back seat. . .then it flipped to me working at Eagle and they wanting me and others to take part in a coal mining project. I refused. Then I had a dream about my current boss conducting a meeting with us today and discussing the possibility of letting people go if we didn't aquire certain contracts. . . something that actually occurred today. . . it was like deja vu. and that means a glitch in the matrix. . .
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